Moments

I live in moments of darkness
Moments of fear and coercion
Where my heart feels ice cold
And my mind is obscure
I think of you before I fall asleep
I remember you when I wake up
I dream of you by my side
As my tears filter up
I wish I could be with you
Now and forever
Or at least until
Us together,
Wouldn't be a sin
I dream of kisses
Of someone wiping away the pain
Dream of being in his arms
Dreaming of a better place.

I live in obscure moments
Moments I wish would go away
I live with your memory
With your name
Upon my lips each night
As I wonder
What life would be like
If we had just one night
I live in crepuscular moments
Where my nightmare come to life
Where my dreams seem so far


I wish to escape
I want an evasion
Extrication, fade out
I want to feel free
But I live without you
In ambiguous moments...