
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Ponder this...

Wednesday, December 24, 2008
When Xmas Comes to Town
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Wishing...

My Impossible Wish list currently has two years. Here it goes in no particular order...
Impossible Wishes:
Receive a Star
Fly with the Wind
Jump into a River Fully Clothed
Dance in the Rain
Fall into a fountain fully clothed
Fall in Love
Give a piece of my mind to certain people
Smile when I want to cry
Find what I am truly searching for
Learn to Trust
Become a Doctor
Enjoy life to the fullest
Be 100% happy!
Well that's what I got so far.... I don't show this often so I appreciate nice comments, not naming anyone in particular... BRIAN! lol, what do you guys think?
xoxo
Chaos
Monday, December 22, 2008
Living Life

Um...I don't know... What???
Saturday, December 20, 2008
May Angels Lead You In
Artist: Jimmy Eat World
Cuz sometimes you feel so broken
All you can do is cry...
xoxo
Chaos
Friday, December 19, 2008
Q and A's...
But first off, I swear to all of you, that I will truthfully answer all questions posted here, and that all of you will ask in the future, on my blog!
Alright here we go...
Q- More intimate to you, a kiss or sex?
Haha, somehow I was expecting the better part of these questions to have something to do with sex, and guess what? I was right...
A- A kiss. I mean everyone tells you what an emotional experience sex is, it really isn't. When you go to the beach people pretty much see everything these days, we leave no imagination to other people. Now a kiss is something personal, the mouth is something sensual and not everyone is allowed near it. You can have sex with anyone- hence the act of prostitution but not everyone is allowed to kiss you.
Q- Do you have any naughty fetishes? If so name 'em.
A- ok, I literally cracked up when I saw this one. Um ok, so here begins he embarrassing, but I promised I would answer all questions truthfully so here it goes....I have always had a small fantasy of role playing, but I'd hardly call it a fetish.
Q- Is your Vagina bigger than mine?
A- Um okay Stacy, first I've never actually measured my vagina, or yours, so I wouldn't know.
Q-Do you love penis?
A- I'm bisexual so I guess I could say I like both penis and vagina. Does that answer it?
Q-For how long can you bend over?
A- Oh my God, I can' believe someone actually asked me this! I don't know I don't usually bend over that way, and I don't time myself at it. lol
Q-Is your nipple big or small?
A- Once again Stacy, how the hell am I supposed to know that? I don' measure my nipples or other people therefore I wouldn't know what the average would be.
Q-How many times do you suck Dick a day?
A- Lol, I don't usually suck dick, so none.
Q- What do you do during the shower?
A- Haha, I know what you mean by that, but no, I don't do that!!! Not in the shower anyway, lol. So I wash myself in the shower!
Q-Do you have a foot fetish?
A- This one makes me wonder what people think when they read my blog. Do I give any hint of having a foot fetish? Have I ever even talked about feet? No, I do not have, or have ever had, a foot fetish.
Q-Long-term or short-term relationships?
A- Definitely Long-term. Even though I've only had one long-term relationship, that's the type I want.
Q- How long are your showers?
A- On average 30 min- 1 hour. When I'm tired they've gone up to three hours, then the water went cold. When I'm hurrying ten minutes or less.
Q-When did you feel like your life wasn't important.
A- Um- I can't exactly pin point a time and date, but various times.
Q-Do you ever smell your socks? To check if they're dirty or clean?
A- Um, no I don't smell my socks. And when I've used socks I usually put them in the dirty laundry basket so I don't really have a reason to smell them.
Q-How random can you be?
A- I don't think I'm that random. Oh my God, its snowing outside!!!! Um, then again, maybe pretty random.
Q-How conceited are you?
A- HAHA, very. My ego is overly large but we all know we love it! So yes I'm very conceited, with some moderation.
Q-If you had a brother who was the sexiest man in the world, and I mean everyone would just love him even gay men what would you do?
A- Whoa, this one is tough. Um, I'd probably be depressed of living in his shadows. Then I'd probably end up feeling attracted and commit suicide. Lol, um actually I don't know what I would do, but if Tata ever becomes that guy, I'll let you know.
Q- If you could be an animal which would you be? And since your nickname is chaos which animal do you think represents that image?
A- If I could be an animal I would be a lioness. A powerful and strong animal, who in the pride of lions is the one that hunts, that births, and that of course attracts the male lion. A powerful and responsible female, in the animal kingdom.
Haha, Chaos? I would probably think that the animal who would best represent my nickname would be a monkey? A total chaotic animal, who is just plain crazy! MONKEY!
Q-If you were in High School Musical, what would your solo song be about?
A- I don't really enjoy High School Musical, but really I loved this question. My solo would probably be about me going crazy and causing the end of the world, that or revenge.
So that's it, for now at least. Thanks to Tyler, Michael, Brian, Stacy, Alice, and Jessica all who submitted questions. This post is for you, guys!
Haha, this post looks kinda christmasy, doesn't it?
xoxo
Chaos
Monday, December 15, 2008
I Miss Those Times ♥
5- Tiny Toons: Remember them? When they used to try and be the next Lonney Tunes? Oh C'mon you gotta love the CHAOS! Here's a little vid, to see if you remember!
4- Pokemon!!!- Oh come on Like you even need a video to remember this one! Ash??? C'mon! Are you serious who didn't pretend to own a pokemon when they were younger?
3- Rugrats- You probably don't need remind of this one. The famous lines will never run out of style "Holds on to your diapers babies, we're going in!" and of course my fav "We've gots to save Dill!". Who didn't love the little toddlers that set off into numerous mischievous adventures, lead by their brave leader Tommy?
2- Sesame Street- Probably the oldest of all. Hahaha, who doesn't remember the COOKIE MONSTER??? Or ELMO? C'mon I still sing to that song...
Lady's and Gentlemen, you've waited. You've watched the videos, now it's time to disclose on the number one most loved show of our infancy...yes I bet you've guessed it!
1-BARNEY!!!!!- That little purple dinosaur that came to life and taught you all you needed to know about life and being 8 years old! We could never forget him. Besides admit or not, you know you always wanted to be one of the kids on the show!
So I hope you guys enjoyed this post. I had fun listening to people's opinions and writing this! Leave a comment if you please!
*Note: The teletubies were just plain annoying alright? I apologize to all of you who loved Lala and Po!
xoxo
Chaos
Thursday, December 11, 2008
I'm a Debate Geek...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008
You and Me ♥

Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Contra Veritas <3
Monday, December 8, 2008
Kiss...Keep It Simple!

This post comes from the one inspiration where if it was any less sensual it wouldn't be her...Yeah I'm talking about Eve.
In case anyone reading this right now isn't familiar with this fact (I highly doubt it) I am bisexual. So my dear darling friend eve decided on saturday to have very highly sensual conversation with me about this fact! o_O
Moving on, she asked me which kiss I like better a girl's, or a guy's. I answered her in a highly poetic way, and apperantelly my eyes were glazed as I answered because she made fun of me for it. THANK YOU IVELISSE!
You such a whore, I love you!
So here is my answer (for all of you who think this might be amusing) and why I think so!
A Guy's Kiss is preferable to me!
A Girl's kiss is sensual,
It's soft and caring
It's tapping every so often
And only when you are completely comfortable
Does it actually involve the tongue
It caresses your lips
It makes you feel beautiful.
A Guy's kiss is hot
It's needy, and full of hunger
It's greedy and rough
A Guy's kiss caresses the tongue
It's passionate
It makes your insides burst
It makes you feel wanted
-Chaos
These Little Wonders
I have recentely become in love with this genre of music. Mostly because it helps me get through the day. It keeps me sane, but even more than that, it helps me remember the great times I've had with wonderful people that surround me in my best and worst times, and helps me remember that I'll still have a million little wonders to make with you!
So this post is dedicating for all of you who make me feel special in everyway possible!
And the many more that will always be in my heart!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Beautiful Disaster
I've come to realize that I am not Beautiful. Oh, people tell me I have beautiful green-hazel eyes, my hair is silky and smooth and that I have nice pink lips. That's not my definition of beautiful...It isn't being popular
It's having a heart and soul
Friday, December 5, 2008
Feast Of Love
OFFICIALLY one of my favorite movies. So it isn't full of action and it kind of just feels like your watching people live their love lives but I found it extremely romantic. Somehow it made it impossible not to feel the excruciating pain that built up in my heart when Oscar died. All I could think of was "Just like real life. All the good guys have to meet the bad end of the story." The one guy who fell in love at first sight, who loved, and who wouldn't hurt the woman he loved if it killed him inside not to. Gone. I cried, as corny as that sounds. I actually cried.
Rating: *****
Chaos
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Leave (Get Out)
Leave (Get Out)
JOJO
I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from theseEyeee-eeee-eeees Ooooh, ooooh
Get out
Get Out, (leave) right now, It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Get Out, (leave) right now, It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh oh
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Stranded in the Storm

Viscount Nathaniel Malden sucked in a cold breath. It had been hours since he had entered his coach and set off from London. His coach was no protection from the bitter cold outside, it seeped through the cracks of the door and the windows on either side.
Dressed in a large, but flattering burgundy gown stood Miss Quaker. Her big hazel-green eyes shinned brightly with the glow of the fire, almost as if they held a flame in them as well. Her hair was a curled bushy mess on her head, a brown so hard, it reminded him of sweet-tasting chocolate.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Secret Affair

Monday, December 1, 2008
Memoirs...
This is one of my BFF Angie and I, this is her fav pic.
Angie painted me as super woman....hihi...dnt laugh!
What? It was a firedrill, we had nothing better to do!
Walking to Class!
Biology Yo!
My fav pic in Biology! We're so goofy!
I have many more, unfortunatelly I don't have the patience to put them all up...I might another time, if you ask me to (which you won't) but still. Hope this was an okay post.
xoxo
Chaos
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Stained Hands

Drip, Drop,
His blood
Poured through
Her hands...
He had died
Jumping in
Front of her
Died helping
Her live...
Now her hands
Were stained
Like her heart
Her soul
Her...life
She died
Tonight
By his side
so that they
Could dream
Internally Together
She stained
Her hands
and drowned
in love and
death,tonight
Drip Drop...
Friday, November 21, 2008
Living Life...
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Cause to Love You <3
I miss you...
I can't say your name without crying anymore
I can't be with someone without thinking about you
You've given me everything
And I slowly ripped it to shreds when I left...
I do love you, I've realized
At least the type of love teenagers get
The one they never forget
Their first love...
Cause loving you,
Does really mean so so much more...
<3
To All My Friends
Remember all the good times we had
All the bad ones too
Remember in the end
I'll always love all of you!
To DOTM!!!
Adventures...
My younger sister
Because with you
I have THIS much fun
Because our adventures
Are as crazy as Lilo and Stitch
POCOYO DANCA!!!
Fall For You
Dedicating it all! ^_^
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Gummy Bears and Lollipops
You!
To Tyler,
Once Upon a December...
Monday, November 17, 2008
Neverland...
Friday, November 14, 2008
Chaos

(Get it?)
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Manos....

I Love You Mano
_Chaos_
Today I was going to post up a very LONG post where I was going to ramble on and on about the stress that I have been putting up with lately, however now I've decided I'm going to just put up random quotes, because this post is dedicated to the most random and awsome best friend a girl could ask for.... ^_^
"Never laugh at a clown with a gun." -- Anonymous
"The truth hurts, doesn't it Hapsburg? Oh, sure, maybe not as much as jumping on a bike with the seat missing." -- Lt. Frank Drebin in Naked Gun 2 1/2: The Smell of Fear
"I buy women shoes, and they use them to walk away from me." -- Mickey Rooney
"Your request for no MSG was ignored." -- fortune cookie
"Holy Kleenex, Batman! It was right under our nose and we blew it." -- Robin
"Insanity runs in my family...it practically gallops." -- Arsenic & Old Lace
"Tough guys don't do math. Tough guys fry chicken for a living." -- Jaime Escalante in Stand and Deliver
"Sometimes a road less travelled is less travelled for a reason." -- Jerry Seinfeld
"He's committed pesticide!!!" -- James and the Giant Peach
"Well, I'm sure we can resolve this in a mature way. Right, Mr. Poopypants?" -- from Naked Gun 2 1/2: The Smell of Fear
"Aw, what happened? Did your parents lose a bet with God?" -- from the movie Roxanne
“Before TV, two world wars. After TV, zero.” -- American Broadcasting Company ad campaign
Cry me a river build me a bridge do us all a favor and jump off of it.
A northern fairy tale starts out "once upon a time.."A southern fairy tale starts out "y'all ain't gon' believe this shit!"
Murphy's Law of Combat:
"Never forget that your weapon was manufactured by the lowest bidder"
SEXY; its not what you wear. its how you take it off
When I have a kid, I want to put him in one of those strollers
for twins and then run around the mall looking frantic.
I don't have a girlfriend. But I do know a woman
who'd be mad at me for saying that
I know a lot about cars. I can look at a car's headlights
and tell you exactly which way it's coming.
An escalator can never break. It can only become stairs.
You would never see an "Escalator Temporarily Out Of Order" sign,
just "Escalator Temporarily Stairs. Sorry for the convenience."
The only reason Santa is so jolly is because
he knows where all the bad girls live.
Don't spend $2 to dry clean a shirt. donate it to the salvation army instead. They'll clean it & put it on a hanger, Next morning buy it back for 75 cents!
I respect vegetarians and their decisions, but my thinking is ~ I'm on top of the food chain here,
so if I can get it, I can eat it.
if a cow figures out how to kill me and eat me, more power to him!
Sex is like spades. If you don't have a good partner u better have a good hand!
The best thing about Alzheimer’s is:
You can hide your own Easter eggs
Don't get high on life: cereal hurts when it gets stuck up your nose
If you could read my mind...you'd be the 2nd smartest person on earth
I have a hobby. I have the world's largest collection of seashells. I keep it scattered on beaches all over the world. Maybe you've seen some of it.
My girlfriend's weird. One day she asked me,
"If you could know how and when you were going to die,
would you want to know?" I said, "No." She said, "Okay, forget it."
When I die, I want to go like my grandfather did, peacefully in his sleep.
Not yelling and screaming like all the passengers in his car.
After a year in therapy, my psychiatrist said to me,
'Maybe life isn't for everyone.'
Have you ever noticed? Anybody going slower than you is an idiot,
and anyone going faster than you is a maniac
I'm not into working out. My philosophy: No pain, no pain
Join the army, meet interesting people, kill them.
Evening news is where they begin with 'Good evening',
and then proceed to tell you why it isn't.
I like work. It fascinates me. I sit and look at it for hours.
My Fav quotes from BRIAN!
Leonor: "Come on Brian, I gotta show you something..." *Brian starts walking with her suddenly he stops and looks at other kid.
Brian: So Junior, what are you going name your son Junior Junior?
Brian: Oh My God, Leonor, I just learned how to snort soda through my nose, wanna see?
Leonor: Sure *Brian snorts soda through nose*
Brian: Ow, I got gas in my nose.
Brian: Hey did you hear about, chocolate, the game?
Brian: That's racist
Leonor: How is me telling you my keyboard is on Caps Lock being racist?
Brian: Stop acting like you know everything. The variable X is not 4...Jeez. So stop being so judgemental
Leonor: God
Brian: Why are you bringing him into the conversation?
That's it for now
XoXo
_Chaos_


